I find it fascinating that the early believer's spiritual immaturity seems to always lead to their pridefulness. I think when I was a young believer, I behaved in the way Chapter I of Book I describes the "beginner" to behave. I thought I was accomplishing so much when I did anything "for the Lord." I felt so much pride in the fact that I didn't cuss or have social media or struggle with lust like those around me. I felt so much pride in any good works I did. I thought I knew so much about the Bible. The truth is, I was still doing all those things for my own glory. I wanted others to see that I was doing good and applaud me for those good things. I was prideful. It was not until later that I learned that all that I do is to be done for the glory of God and that sometimes that means not being seen. It was not until later that I learned that everyone struggles and that my struggles were far worse than I painted them to be in my head. I was and I am a sinner in need of a savior just as much as anyone else, if not even moreso.
I did not know what I didn't know. It's interesting to me how much Platonic thinking enters how I see everything now that I've read so many of his works. However, his saying that knowing what you do not know is what makes you wise is true. I have still have much to learn, but I know better what I do not know and what I cannot accomplish alone now. I am nothing without God and knowing that helps me to act more wisely. It helps me to be kinder. It humbles me. I found it so interesting how much I could relate my journey with God with this text. It was fascinating.
P.S. I commented on Brooke's and Caroline's posts.
I definitely agree, Haylee. Because I’m reading all the Platonic dialogues, I realize just how much of Plato I use on a semi-regular basis. Sometimes it isn’t about what you know, it’s that you know what you don’t know but are always eager to learn.
ReplyDeleteI completely agree with you. When we think we are so good and so much more Christian than everyone else is when we are so very far off. I also agree with you and your statements about Socratic wisdom. That is probably one of the most valuable truths I will ever know and continually try to keep knowing more about.
ReplyDeleteI agree with you completely. We become so focused on trying to perfect that we lose sight of why we are not. I couldn't help but see a parallel with Augustine during the "beginner" description. His description made me think of Augustine apologizing for sins he may have committed as a baby. Great post, and great comparisons!
ReplyDeleteIt is so true that spiritual immaturity often times leads to being prideful. I like that you related the book back to your own personal life.
ReplyDeleteIt is so true that spiritual immaturity often times leads to being prideful. I like that you related the book back to your own personal life.
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